thebottle Blog

Escape, it has become a necessity. I’ve been using the bottle to escape for so long and now it’s the bottle from which I must escape. The end of June when I have a vacation I must get away; back to the road, something unknown. This I have realized, but I must keep it up for 4 more weeks, or it’s extremely likely that I will go completely mad. Read the rest of this entry »

Have you ever felt insanity?

No, I mean have you ever felt it. It starts out small, a tiny anomaly in the back of your mind. You know that it’s there because you can feel it, but you can’t identify it and so you ignore it. Soon you’re surprised to discover that it has grown quite large; it starts to drip down and make its way into your heart, and your heart starts pumping it out in every direction. Have you ever felt it pumped out of your heart? Read the rest of this entry »

Now there is a bit you should know before you judge me as some hand moisturizing effeminate; I’m a working man, I have no problem with grunt work. At the end of the day, when your jeans are dirty, your arms are cut, and your back feels like its about to crumble into dust, this is when you realize what your worth is in this world. You sit down and look back on your day; you sit down in some seat and it just feels like the most comfortable seat in the entire world. It’s an emotional high, it’s a physical high. I’ve been the working man for 8 years, but the factory man is nothing more than a slave, a mere machine. Read the rest of this entry »